Remember the very first time we dated, I was so insecure about my height? Turns out you never even see that as my flaw. You told me how cute my body size is and how I could perfectly blend in among the Japanese people. You told me one day you'd bring me to Japan so that I can finally feel normal in my height.
Remember the very first time I was hospitalized because of food poisoning? You never left my side even for a second , except when you had to use a bathroom. You made sure I always have food beside me even if I couldn't eat anything yet.
Remember the very first time we had an argument, you shut yourself down and took hours until you talk to me. I thought you didn't love me enough cause being loved by someone meant that you'd solve the problem on the spot, right? Turns out I was wrong. You waited until you calm down so you won't have to say things that could potentially hurt my feelings.
Remember the very first time you told me how much you love this relationship because of how stable it is? I thought relationship is supposed to be a rollercoaster ride and fireworks cause that was how it was with someone else. Turns out with you it is stable but I feel more loved than ever.
Remember the very first time I was overwhelmed by a flood of people at a supermarket and I came out with nothing cause I can't seem to find what I want. You didn't even judge me as a weird introvert girl. Instead, you held my hand, hugged me and told me it's okay. You accompanied me so you can help me pick my stuffs from the shelves.
Thank you for re-defining love to me.
With you, love is stable and consistent.
With you, love is patient and tender.
With you, love is watering a flower instead of picking it and let it wilt.
With you, I finally know what it feels like to be in a healthy and loving relationship.
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