the worst trepidation

The TOEFL test just seems like yesterday to me. I recalled a few days before July 11, I registered for my SAT test for the upcoming October 11. All i did at that time was procrastinating. and now i was here; sitting in front of my laptop, wondering if i could pass my SAT test. I only have 7 days left. Of the three sections, I am the most industrious in Math, followed by writing and critical reading. Gosh. My target is actually 1800 but my instinct keep on telling me that I will not surpass my goal and that I need to retake the test on December. Praying is everything that I can do right now, acknowledging that my sat skills will not ameliorated much in a week.

Honestly, my mom suggested that I attend community college first since it won't be that arduous for me and give me some time to conform with the new city. But, i insisted on enrolling myself to university. The primary reason is because i really wanted to enjoy my first uni life; living in dormitories, make friends with cute+astute boys(do they even exist?), engaging in all the events, becoming a member of sorority and fraternity (that's too much to demand for). To be concise, i want to be an active and devout student.

My life in 2014 is full of ups and downs. I can say that this is the most inspirational year in my life (a very tough one too, i suppose); this year was full of assiduousness, tears (too much pressure), elation, desolation and fallacy. I learnt a lot from the mistakes that I made; we may not pry into people's private life, do not choose a path for them, we may only give the best advice and let them decide for themselves. Second, we should not expect fidelity from people. If they want to walk out of our life, don't feel downcast. Again, it's their choice (do not delve into it). All we have to do is think positively. I myself lost many friends in my life. There's nothing to feel despondent about that. We have to accept the truth that people are changing day by day. 

I just watched the latest+hottest horror movie Annabelle just now. It's not that spine-chilling though. I  personally prefer The Conjuring (Ed and Lorraine Warren).

xx